A scary realization...

Isn't it true that when you spend $ to upgrade your house, you are never truly satisfied with the way things are? Blake can be so prophetic sometimes. We've been feeling a bit of buyers remorse after we spent a shload (yes, a made up word...two words combined... you figure it out) on decorating a bathroom and then a few other nick-nacks to fill in empty space around the house. See it's nice, right?

So why do we feel the need to constantly spend money? It NEVER makes me feel better after I do it- so why do I do it? Maybe it's my constant need for change...even though I thrive on the constant...the known...the comfort of things just being familiar. I guess with this baby on the way it's good that I embrace change...cause I'm in for a real rollercoaster of a ride. We also got our dining room tiled over 4th of July weekend- and it just looks like I'd always imagined it looked if we would have bought our house in its dream state.

Either way- it's hard to imagine our house with a baby just crawling all over and all of the joys that come with having kids...it is still so surreal to me. I only have 6 more weeks until she is due and that is so crazy to me!! The time has just flown by and at the same time I feel like I've been pregnant forever! I feel totally unprepared...but I guess that is pretty much normal for me- I've done ok with everything else in my life- hopefully this will be something else to add to my list! A lot has happened this month- I will try to write more to fill in the gaps I've left out.